Last weekend Cason and I visited Homestead Heritage in Waco. We enjoyed the cafe for lunch then toured the village shops, which included the potter’s house, gristmill, forge, and fiber arts buildings. I’m hoping to go back and take some fiber arts classes in the fall, if my schedule will allow. Please check out their website for more information and enjoy our photos below! We had a truly fabulous date day (as we like to call them), and we are looking forward to going back!
A photo of us together on the bridge to visit the village shops.
Cason getting ready to enjoy his delicious peanut butter pie.
Cason in front of the gristmill.
Cason checking out the inside of the gristmill.
Inside of the fiber arts building.
Me in front of the fiber arts building.
Side note: Expect more posts soon about my first year in graduate school as well as my upcoming study abroad trip to Costa Rica!
My talented future mother-in-law designed our Save the Dates and sent me a proof last week! Here’s a sneak peek:
Super tiny sneak peek, but isn’t it pretty? Somehow during this busy weekend I managed to find time to order them! (Imagine that!) I cannot wait to see them in print! They should come in sometime this week, and I think it will be a pretty sweet end to a busy two weeks! Now we just have to finalize the guest list, and as soon as this semester is over, I’m going to address these babies and get them in the mail!
It’s the little things that make everything seem real. I mean obviously getting married is a very real thing, so I’m sure you’re wondering how it may not seem so real at times. Well, here’s the truth: life is crazy busy and in living day-to-day with my fiancé I sometimes forget that there’s a wedding coming up and a honeymoon and a new life together. Plus it’s so super far away (255 days, to be exact) that it’s easy to forget that it’s “coming up.” But the save the dates arereal, and they will be delivered to me so soon! Then they will be coming your way, so be on the lookout!
Since when did February become the busiest month of the year? Since I came to graduate school and became an ADPi advisor, I guess. Don’t get me wrong! For the most part, it’s a good kind of busy. I’m just used to busy Decembers with finals weeks and the bustle of the holiday season. But February? Really? I feel like the nice, innocuous month of February planned a sneak attack this year! Let me tell you what I’ve got going on, in pictures, perhaps:
Jan 31-Feb 2
ADPi’s District Leadership Conference in Tulsa, OK
First week in February
Giant Psychopathology Presentation–check! (I was stressing about this until the moment I was done presenting. I hate being the first to go, and I really felt like I didn’t have enough time to thoroughly prepare for this presentation. However, I did my best, and I think it went well.)
Various ADPi socials which I may or may not attend
Second week in February
First Valentine’s Day with Cason–making a pretty sweet gift, if I say so myself
Third week in February
National Association of School Psychologists (NASP) Annual Conference in Washington, DC–I will be gone Monday-Friday this week. Thankfully, because my teachers are in the field, classes are cancelled. I will have a bit of work/reading to do on the plan, but I’m sure it’s manageable.
Last week in February
I can’t even think that far ahead, but I’m sure there’s something!
Maybe this doesn’t look like as busy of a month as I thought it would, but this doesn’t really take into account all the various assignments and quizzes that full-time graduate work entails on top of being a good fiancé, trying to make friends, finding time for me, keeping in touch with my family, and planning a wedding. Life happens. Everyone has things on their plates. I’m still just trying to figure out how to balance it all, and I’m sure that’s something that comes with time and experience.
I feel like I constantly write about how much work grad school is but how much I enjoy it…but it’s true. It’s just one of those things that you can’t understand unless you’ve been there, and I can’t explain if you haven’t been there. Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a way to just make people understand the things that we cannot explain in words when they cannot experience it for themselves? That would come in handy in a lot of situations. My guess is that it would also make the world a more compassionate, patient, and understanding kind of place. So, I’ll leave you with that.
Sorry for the delay in posts; graduate school consumes about 70% of my life now (and that’s probably an understatement). The first weekend of the month I actually flew home to see my cousin get married to her high school sweetheart. It was beautiful, and it was wonderful to see my family.
Last week I struggled with anxiety, and I was very sick on Tuesday and Wednesday. Thankfully I’m feeling better. I definitely bounced back more quickly than I would have this time last year. I’m thankful to have Cason here by my side. The move to Texas has been a transition for the both of us, but we are making it through together. Cason has a new job. I have new friends, I think (which is a big deal for me). I’ve even managed to stay in touch with some GA friends, and that’s honestly something I was most worried about; I’m terrible about keeping in touch, even with my best friends. I’m blessed to have friends who reach out to me especially given that we are all so busy.
Cason and I also believe we have found a new church home. The worship music is an excellent combination of contemporary worship music and new renditions of old hymns; it reminds me of RUF worship at Mercer. (Shout out to the RUF band! Miss you!) The sermons provide informative historical backgrounds for the verses each week, and I really like his preaching style. It’s all very Bible-oriented, which should be a no-brainer for the church, but these days it’s harder to find someone who actually preaches the Bible.
Anyway, now to school-related things. The past couple of weeks I have advised my undergraduate students to evaluate their midterm goals, so I decided to make a few of my own. I’ve encouraged my students to be open and honest, and I tried to do the same on my evaluation. Writing these goals down helped me get the ball rolling in some areas. I’ve already met a couple of goals on there, like talking to my professors, scheduling more time for coursework, and studying with my peers. Perhaps I should add some more goals to this list! Graduate school is bringing out a whole new side of me, and I like it!
I have my first exam in Ethics of School Psychology (<–short version of the course title) on Monday, and I’ve made a study plan to help me tackle all the information from 7 class days, an entire textbook, our program handbook, 10+ articles, and multiple PowerPoint presentations. Needless to say, I have a lot of studying to do, and it has already begun. Hopefully my brain won’t be fried after class and I can keep studying this evening. Even though I’ve only been there a couple of times, Common Grounds is one of my favorite places to study. Expect to find me there all weekend.
Lastly, today is my 1 year anniversary of this blog, and it’s Baylor homecoming week. Sic’em.
THREE WEEKS…and the excitement is currently overwhelming. I get excited/overwhelmed and cry at everything. I don’t sleep. It’s going to feel like the night before Christmas for the next few weeks, and honestly it may get a little ridiculous. I feel like a hormonal teenager, but I’m honestly just super excited.
This week everyone in my cohort found out their graduate assistantship positions. By the grace of God and extreme devotion and hard work from our program director (and potentially others, behind the scenes), everyone in our cohort has 100% tuition remission for the fall and spring! That means we pay nothing but fees for our first year in grad school! If you don’t believe me, here’s the email:
In other exciting news, I got my first book for grad school today! Along with my professor, this book will teach me all about the DAS-II…don’t ask me what that is. Just kidding…it’s a “psychological assessment instrument” (aka, a test) that measures certain cognitive abilities for children from the ages of about 2-17 years; at least, that’s what I gather from the first page. 😉 Here’s a photo of me with my happy face and my new book:
I think I’ve really found where I’m supposed to be. I’m ready to get to Texas. I’m ready to start learning. I’m ready for the next chapter. I don’t doubt that it will be difficult. I don’t doubt that it will take work. I do hope, though, that for the most part it ends up being fun work, and I do believe that it will all be worth it. I forgot how much I love to learn, and I’m just ready to get back in the groove. I’m ready to have more of a schedule. I’m ready for everything…except the rest of the packing that I still have to do. Oh, and the drive. I’m not ready for the 13-hour drive. Other than that, let’s get this show on the road!
I’m not sure what we were doing in this moment or what made us smile so much, but I’m thankful for whatever it was and whoever captured this moment. I spend so much time behind my own camera that I am rarely the subject of a candid photograph.
Sometimes when I see myself in a photograph like this, I am momentarily taken aback. I have this image in my head of what I look like and who I am, but that rarely matches up with what I see when I look in a mirror or at myself in a photo. In my mind’s eye, my self image is composed of my personal experiences that have made me into the person I am today. It’s not so much a single image as it is a collage of all the different versions of myself that I have grown through in my lifetime. I always find it really hard to describe to others, but I still see myself as the four-year-old who sucked her thumb and the ten-year-old with the goofy glasses and the awkward middle-schooler with braces and colored contact lenses. I see myself as the high school cheerleader who dated a football/baseball player yet was not at all in the popular crowed. I am still that freshman in college who cringed at the thought of being surrounded by people at a frat party. I have spent more time with myself than anyone else has, and I know myself better than anyone else.
Yet, I still have this realization that perhaps my view of myself is skewed from how others see me. Perhaps that’s because most people seem to come and go so frequently that they only catch a relatively small glimpse of the person I am in this very moment. It’s not everyday that you find a friend who seeks to understand the person you were 5, 10, or 15 years ago. It is always easier to assume that who someone is on the outside is a direct reflection of the person they are on the inside–the cumulation of years of life. Most people are content with the pieces of the puzzle that are most appealing to them–typically the corner & edge pieces. What’s on the outside. What’s easiest to get to. Nobody has all of the pieces to the puzzle.
Sometimes though, I realize that not even I have all the pieces. God has this wonderful master plan where he knows the future and the woman that I will become. I can take comfort and find peace in that, knowing that no matter who I’ve been or who I will become, God has all of the pieces, and he is working all things together for my good (Rom. 8:28).